I miss writing. I can’t believe another year has passed since I posted an entry. It’s really unimaginable (at least for me).
For the past year, I feel as if I was sucked into a hole of never ending misery. It’s not that I’m not happy because there are moments when I am. I see how God sustains me with His grace and blessings everyday. But there is a part of me that still feels empty. Somehow I can relate to Solomon saying “everything is meaningless.”
Honestly, I feel that I am lost. Like everything in my life right now is hanging on an edge of a cliff… just waiting to fall into a thousand pieces. And the worse part of it all is that no one knows it but me.